i can't believe you

i hate how just when things are starting to get better, someone has to ruin it. i can't even give all the details because i can't think straight. that's how upset i am. this whole situation is making me question my faith in so many things. i don't even know if it's true or not, but i can't stand it. now, i usually don't hate. my motto is increase the peace. but right now, i could kill someone. fuck the peace.


this blog doesn't even make any sense; sorry if you don't know what i'm talking about.

i wish i had an open basement.
i need to dance.

maybe i'm just delusional

so i just downloaded the camp rock soundtack, and it is truely inspirational. no lie. i know it's just a cheesy disney channel movie, but some of the songs are actually pretty good. i'm kind of having a revalation here. i have to make the most of my summer, and really work for what i want. who cares if i'm going to summer school? it's over by 10, and my last day is july 2nd. not bad at all. kick it into high gear, torr! i need to get all of my crap together for camp rock 2 and all the other auditions and stuff. i need to stop procrastinating and get it done. i'm really feeling inspired. something exciting is going to happen this summer. i can feel it. all of the dance classes, voice lessons, tumbling, and everything is going to pay off.



get ready, everyone.
here i come.

i failed

by less than a point.











i really can't stand school.

hey, tony oller.

i love you.

Warning:

energy drinks should be consumed slowly. unless you only need energy for like two hours.


if you don't want to crash, drink it slowly!


















in case you haven't caught on, i'm in major crash mode.
I LOVE ROCKSTAR.

it's pretty crazy

i decided that i'm actually going to try for something. i'm going to audition for stuff. really. i think i've gained a lot of confidence over the past few weeks. yes, i can dance. and yes, i can sing! there, i said it. i can do it. i'm trying to be more positive. hopefully camp rock will work out, or at least spark something, and i'll be able to actually get into the business. don't get me wrong, i'm not saying i'm going to get in. there's about a one and a million chance. but it's still a chance nonetheless. it could happen. and if it doesn't, there's always more auditions. i'm willing to work for it. it's going to be hard, and i'm going to get knocked down. i'll have to suck it up and deal with nasty people. i'll face rejection and heartbreak and failure.

and i can't wait.

it's the start of something new for me.

lyrics of the day!

Turn on that radio
As loud as it can go
Wanna dance until my feet can't feel the ground
Say goodbye to all my fears
One good song may disapear
And nothing in the world can bring me down
Hand clapping, hip shaking, heartbreaking
There's no faking what you feel when you're right at home

Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just want to play my music

Got my six string on my back
Don't need anything but that
Everything I want is here with me
So forget that fancy car
I don't need to go that far
What's driving me is following my dreams

Hand clapping, earth shaking, heartbreaking
There's no faking what you feel when your on a roll
Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music
I just wanna play my music

Can't imagine what it'd be like
Without the sound of all my heros singing all my favorite songs
So I can sing along

Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music

Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music
All night long