sleep deprived!

i don't think i spelled that right, but oh well. so it's almost 2 am, my throat is killing me, i pretty much can't breathe, my head feels like it's going to explode, and i have to be at school in about five and a half hours. come on, i'm actually sick, and i'm being forced to sit through six classes, pretty much back to back, with about twenty minutes off after the first two. and to top it all off, me being sick all weekend and rendered me incapable of doing my homework that i missed from the matinees all last week. so i'm going to go into school sick, tired, AND unprepared.

panic attacks are almost guaranteed at this point.

not cool, seeing as i'm stressed out enough. my grades are sucking again, after just about a week of passing almost everything. and for the past few days, i've been getting a lot of sleep. like tons. like fifteen or sixteen hours at a time tons. i really don't think that's healthy. i honestly don't even wake up in between. i just crash and then it's like i'm in a coma for the next fifteen hours. it's the strangest thing and it's freaking me out.
i really would prefer not to go to school tomorrow.