Looking Back

wow. i haven't updating this in just about forever. i wouldn't have remembered i even had it, but carly mentioned making a blog so i thought i might want to update mine. i couldn't remember how to get to it for about 20 minutes, but then i just typed in blogspot.com and bingo! there it was.
anyway...

i guess i should tell you a bit about what has happened in my life since august 15th. well, i never ending up fasting, seeing as i don't have the self control. i have now seen the jonas brothers in concert a total of three times, and they are fabulous live. the best one had to be the summer concert though, because they weren't with hannah montana/miley cyrus/whoever the heck she is now. she really bothers me, by the way. but yeah, the concerts were good, except for miley's slutty dance moves. after the december concert nick waved at me outside by the buses, which was really exciting. i think i was in a good mood for about a week after that. this last concert was, well, interesting to say the least. it was in baltimore, our seats sucked, me and carly were with this really annoying girl who kept talking the whole time, and then proceeded to get me grounded for two weeks. it's been about a week now. ugh. i am also sick, which sucks. i also got demoted from featured dancer to ensemble, for missing rehearsal to go to the concert. that kind of sucks too, actually. i'm kind of just having a sucky time at the moment. i don't really have much to look foward to, except the posting of new tour dates from you-know-who. which is actually kind of sad. i mean, is this what my life has come to? not caring about anything but tour dates? i'm so lame! i seriously need to find a new hobby. i guess i haven't really changed that much from the summer. well, i got into music some more, although i'm incredibly doubtful about my ability to sing these days. but i can't play the guitar pretty decently now, which is cool. we just got wireless internet, too, so i am now in the comfort of my own room, sneaking on my laptop at 3:20 in the morning while my mother is sleeping. that is just terrific, really. exams are next week, which i'm actually really woried about. my grades always suck, and this quarter is no different. i can never seem to do anything about it though; i'm not sure why. so yeah, everything is just pretty much lame right about now, which is dumb. i hate not having things to look foward to. like, the next break we have is in late march or something, there are no holidays coming up, i'm not doing anything exciting anythime soon, and i'm sick and ground so i can't even go out. so i write in my extremely cool internet blog instead. awesome.

i think i'm going to try to find another layout; this one is bothering me.




peace.