school

i'm pretty much hating it right now. second semester started today, and most of my classes make me want to die. my day started off with english, where i was almost the last one there and i had to sit in the front. i switched sections, so i didn't even know if i was in the right class. luckily i was, but it was still really awkward. i didn't know a lot of people, and most of the ones i did know were people i didn't like and who made fun of me. and the class is so easy i practically fell asleep. and the teacher hates me. lovely. after THREE MODS (ew) of that, it was time for history. i didn't switch sections in this class, but a whole bunch of other people did. there's pretty much like two people i actually talk to in that class, and even them i don't talk to all that much. the rest of my class consists of people who i strongly dislike and/or hate. it pretty much sucks. so then after that, i had math. i switched sections for this class, but it was actually a good change. although i'm not in katy's class anymore, i'm in my kristi's class now, which is fun; her class is just an all around goofy group of kids. it's awesome and i'm happy there. so after math i had one off mod, and i spent it in the chorus room (my last one there for awhile since the chorus teacher hates me). then it was time for spanish. i didn't switch in this class either, and some fun people switched in, so it was pretty awesome. we did some cool skits in spanish, like doing different emotions and some; it was hilarious. so after that, i went to religion, which was totally new. this semester is new testament, and i have a new teacher and everything. he's cool i guess. a few of my friends are in my class, but so are a couple of people i absolutely hate. but whatever i guess. the only class i haven't had yet it dance, which i know is going to be awesome. but overall there is more bad than good, so i'm kind of not looking foward to the rest of the year. the only thing getting me though it is the possibility of going to boarding school next year :]

woah, say whaaa?!?!

yeah, boarding school. i want to go. pretty much, i've screwed everything up for myself within a 20 mile radius, and i want to get as far away from it as possible. i started looking at schools a few days ago, and i'm getting really excited about it. i really just want to get far far away from home; i really need a change. anywhere would be amazing. i've looked into the cate school in california. it's about a mile from the beach and an hour away from LA. california would be amazing, and just about as far away from home as possible. i checked out some schools in new york and florida too. i mean, if your going to go to school, you might as well go somewhere exciting, right? i've looked at some art schools too, which all look like so much fun. the only problem is, of course, my grades. i'm going to have to try really hard if i want to get to transfer and be accepted as a junior, anywhere. which is my main problem to begin with, but i'm willing to try.

so, boarding school, yes?
please.